#11 - 19/03-2024

hii our birthday has passed!! It was on the 12th of march. Happy birthday meee 🎉🎉 :3 -Stella ⭐

We recently figured we probably have NPD or something along those symptoms. The closest match has been NPD though, so we will stick with that label until we feel differently :3

We've been experiencing some pretty bad self-harm due to some episodes recently and have had to take hiatuses from our socials. Currently our partner has our main account on Discord :p

We started playing Pokémon: Shield too! We've completed Pokémon: Violet and are halfway through Arceus and Black.

No real news other than this. Just major events and baseline explanations :3 Hope ya'll had a good week and late happy birthday to us again :DD 🎉

#10 - 24/02-2024

HELLO Sorry for the sheer site abandonment LOL -🤍

Our social alter Leyley is supposed to take care of our socials, but she hasn't fronted for mooonths atp so all our socials are just dead atm 😭
That and also our ADHD meds messing with our mental health and motivation + episodes swinging us back and forth

In any case, we have loads of new headmates! Me included, I'm Nilla :), read more in the People tab.

In our last blog, Robyn mentioned that we have a new psychologist called Amalie. Robyn fangirled a bit over her too, which MUST have jinxed us bro it MUST HAVE

So Amalie- after we made that blog post- went on vacation for a week, proceeded to get "sick" and then never spoke or contacted us again. Thanks Amalie! /sarc

Eventually she gave us over to a new psychologist, and this guy is called Joakim. And I gotta say, he's SO COOL. In his early 20s, super duper nice, AND a chronic gamer & discord user. LIKE WHAT?
We even brought up PluralKit and he KNEW what that was. LIKE WOW DID WE HIT THE JACKPOT??

We brought up our multiple issues + our plurality, and he seemed to want to focus on our plurality first which is like the *least* of our worries 💀
But I mean, I get it I guess, you gotta know who and what you're talking to, ykwim? So I get it

The last few sessions have mainly been taken care of by Kaden, but since we're not gods at switching, sometimes the current fronter (Usually Jessie since she's the host) is fronting/in co-front. It happens.

A few site changes have been made! Outdated information, URL updates, the *entire* People section lmao- just stuff like that. Hope it's to all the readers' liking :)

That's mainly it for now. Now, I can't promise we're gonna stay very active on this blog, and keep information up-to-date. Maybe sometime in the future, but as it's looking right now, our motivation is just waay too unpredictable to say.
We hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend, and continue to feel great for the next few months! Sending loads of hearts for you all 💖💝

Happy late valentines day!

#9 - 03/11-2023

Kinda just an update post on life lol 🐦 (-Robyn)

We have started going to a Psychologist *every week*!! This is SO EXCITING. Nick waited YEARS for this (and he never got to experience it himself. L tbh /j)

This psychologist is really nice, and her name is Amalie. She even let me speak, and didn't keep rambling on about a really small topic I don't really care that much for :3

on the other hand, loads of new system members! Me, Nadia and Leyley for ex. Idk if anyone else. but yeah! :3

I'm also frontstuck and in an episode of some kind, don't exactly know what's happening but. :shrug:
I'm the Exorelatian (the headmate that takes care of external relationships), and also the tea drinker /hj

The Home page got an update, we changed the Diagnoses section a bit, and generally just fixed a few minor mistakes.
Also changed the Peoples section a very tiny bit (Changed Copypasta's name to Soup and added "protector" to Kaden)

The Era 2 members have been learning how to do HTML properly lol- we have the basis, but details have been iffy-

Off-topic but Soup (Previously known as Copypasta) got locked out of front by Kaden (Our protector & Archivist) for wishing rather bad things upon us (not cool girlypop!)

I'm so sorry #8 - 12/10-2023

I don't know how to start this, uhm.

First of all, sorry we haven't been keeping this place updated. We have a Twitter (X) Now, check it out.

Secondly, a huge apocalypse happened within the system. Hello, I'm Copypasta and I am the new host.
Nicholas is gone, possibly among other previous headmates. We don't know what happened, we don't want to know.

If someone knows what happened, that'd be Kaden, our Archivist. Kaden may or may not come out with more if they would like to, but no pressure will be applied.

I don't feel comfortable visiting this Website as it is too sad. I might commit a few changes in the future to make it more like home, but please be patient while we collect ourselves, thanks.
For now, I'll make as many small updates as possible, please let me know if something bugs out or is wrong in some way.

On the other hand, there's lots of new headmates! So much so our current headspace is way too small to fit everyone. We've discovered another layer as well. It doesn't have a name so far, but it's inhabitants are Kaden and Lucille.

Our newest headmates that we are *aware* of- so not those who have formed in headspace and haven't been discovered- Is me first of all, Copypasta/Soup. Then we have Kaden, Peyton/Luz, and Lucille.

Day 7 - 26/09-2023

so some things happened recently. nothing big nothing small lol 🍋

Gonna start off with we got a new member! Silly things happened and brain went "no this won't do." and boom!
He's an introject and I'm personally thinking he might be a symptom holder? Hm, now that I say it aloud, I don't think so.

Wouldn't exactly make sense since I'm pretty sure the reason we got him is to embody a bad personality trait. Which means he could possibly be fragmented?
Or maybe it actually counts more as trauma? So that'd be a trauma holder? I'm not sure.

anyways, moving on.
He's an introject from Heartstopper. And ya'll don't be mad now, but it's Ben Hope ✋

He's REALLY talkative. Like, he really wants to front to just chat with people and I think he's mostly being affected by our Autism. I don't think he knows how to manage it yet, either because he doesn't have Autism in source or because he's new. But nobody else has had any issues with managing our Autism after their initial creation? Or maybe they had, but I just didn't notice. Not sure lol /ramble

Anyways, he wanted to front so bad the other day he gave us a headache from how much he was asking to front. And don't get me wrong, I would definitely let him front but I don't know how to *make* him front, yk?

He's also really malicious? I'm not his biggest fan but I can't really blame him for being the same as his source. And when I say malicious, I don't mean like he harasses or yk is aggrevated to people. He's just really malicious to LGBTQ+ people despite being a raging homosexual himself. He just seems to judge everyone and it makes me so. raaahhhh /neg /nm /ramble

ANYWAYS, changing topics.

Our ADHD has gotten so bad we basically just cannot function in school, therefore we're gonna start going half-days. At least until we get our medication in minimum 3 months from now :p

That'll be nice!

oh yeah, CRK (Cookie Run: Kingdom) had an update and FINALLY introduced another ancient cookie! Golden Cheese Cookie :3, AND SHE'S OP ASF, at least in PVE. She's probably going to be in the PVP meta as well :p so that'll be fun!! :DDD I can't wait to do everything available this season, and see all the new cookies that are to be released soon ^w^

not sure what else to say. sorry for the Ben ramble lmao

Anyways, hope ya'll have a good day! :D

Day 6 - 20/09-2023

This was really interesting. 🍋

I had always known we were related to the monarchy of Russia before it's abolishment, but today I got more information!

Not only are we related, but we have DIRECT heritage to the Tsar and saint himself, Nicholas II of Russia 😭 WHICH IS REALLY IRONIC CAUSE MY NAME IS NICHOLAS. (I guess I'm Nicholas the III now /j)

He and his direct family were deemed saints of Passion Bearers after their death :p

And unless you hadn't already picked up on it, Nicholas II was the emporer of Russia, and the the father of the infamous Princess Anastasia of Russia. yk, the girl from the Disney movie SJDHFS

We would've inhereted land due to the heritage, but the land was handed down to our Grandad's, Sister's daughter instead due to our dad not being in contact with our grandad anymore. So too bad so sad ig 😭

But yeah! that's pretty cool!! :D

Other than that our day wass fine :p, went to the grocery store! super cool! Hope ya'll had a good day :DD

Day 5 - 16/09-2023

🧦 Hello! Harvey here, I took over front not too long ago and immediately decided to do blog because I really like doing the blog.

So far, my day has been fine haha. Watched a 37 minute long reaction video with 2 other people, Jade and Seraphim.

We did an unofficial (self-administered) assesment in Dissociative Disorders and PTSD and scored enough to indicate the presence of a dissociative disorder at 73% likelihood.

I also have an accent. I didn't know that. 😅

I'm going to be working a bit on my Spotify playlist!

Nick and Seraphim stayed up late last night jokingly diagnosing their friend with Tulpamancy, which turned into more of an assesment on genuine plurality.

Day 4 - 11/09-2023

🍋 - No fucking way 😭

Before anything else, I know all kinds of individuals have access to my blog, and therefore I want to take a moment to say my heart goes out to those who lost their families and close ones on this very day, 22 years ago.
You have my eternal prayers. May god guide your loved ones, and be with you 🙏

on with the blog!

Among the chaos being our childhood, I stressed to research everyday, every month and every year to find what was wrong with us.

I spent so many nights literally dreaming of getting a diagnosis or generally having a professional by our side.

WELL, BOYS AND GIRLS. AND QUEERIOS.
TODAY WAS THE DAY.

my stupid ahh didn't even know it was our diagnosis appointment 😭 I came there dressed in pink sweatpants bro LMFAO

I am soso happy to liberate that burden off of our inner child's shoulders, she deserved the world and more

and bro 😭😭 what an UNFORTUNATE day to be diagnosed on. I am actually so shook LMAO
looks like all that waiting paid off 💀

I know people are assholes so I have a screenshot of our diagnosis paper, just in case. Won't share it unless needed though, obv

other than that, I don't really have much to talk about. I guess today was very exhausting so I took a damn long nap, but that's about it 🤷‍♂️

off-topic- but me and Harvey really like this Jellyfish playlist, so go check that out if you want lmao

Day 3 - 10/09-2023

Was told to update our blog more often so here goes :p 🍋

This is Day 2 of Harvey fronting ;w;. According to our Simplyplural, it has been a total of 1D 22h since he was added to front in our Simplyplural.
And that's just when we added him to our Simplyplural, so it's probably been just about 1D 24h now :p (which is just 2D in total)

Then again, we- as in everyone collectively- have not had good inner-communication skills at alllll, and everything everyone says has always been really fuzzy, unless they're in front.
Harvey was never like that though. He's been really easy to communicate with, and therefore I don't know if it's because he's in front or if he just generally has good communication skills.
I think it's because he's co-conscious though, so I'll keep saying he's in front until something says otherwise lol

On another note, I heard of something called EMDR therapy, which sounds really interesting. Some say it could end up really badly, which is fair.
I'm probably not going to perform anything like it. I don't want to accidently erase any symptoms right before our diagnoses lmao. It'd just further complicate the process.

I feel like I'm getting more connected with our system, which is super yippeh!
I always felt extremely disconnected and like an outlier before this. I couldn't really interact with anyone intentionally, I just kind of had to let everything happen naturally.
But Harvey has helped me get more connected with our plurality, and he is very happy to help!! :3, and I'm very thankful! I wonder if that was his creation purpose? eh, labels are too complicated tbh

I also seem to be giving our brain ideas sbdjhfjh, I keep thinking "Imagine if this was a headmate?", AND THEN WE IMMEDIATELY DISSOCIATE
I get so scared everytime like "NO PLEASE NO HEADMATE" DBJHFGJHDF /lh /npa /hsilly
Not that it's bad to have headmates, but I don't want us to start randomly growing out of nowhere, yk? Try to avoid it as much as possible, basically

We've also updated the website a bit :p, like a very small bit.
We've added a fourth resource link on the Home page, and I removed the clickable link on blog post #2 cause it's bugged. Not entirely sure how to fix that lol

I'm also working on 2 other websites for the fun of it, so that's awesome :D
They're meant to be template websites for others to make completely custom websites like us :p, one is simplistic & dark, and the other is Cookie Run themed xD

Anyways, I am going to take a wild guess and say that we're gonna get a factive soon. Or maybe he already exists, there's a very strong presence-
We'll see next time ya'll here from us >:3, bye bye for now !!

p.s: sorry day 3 was so long, just rambled for a bit BHSJDF

Day 2 - 08/09-2023

Hello! 🧦 I've just been introduced here, which is great!
Nicholas has just asked if I wanted to get on the website, which I happily agreed to.

My name is Harvey, and despite what it looks like, I am not an introject.
I just happen to look a lot like Harvey in Stardew Valley, and the name indifference doesn't make that any better 😅

In any case, I believe I am the second male headmate (excluding Nicholas) in the main system, the other one being dormant.

You can find my profile in the People tab ^^
You may find a lot of information is missing, that is because I have not been here long yet. Therefore I don't know a lot about myself yet 😅

The website also has a favicon now! (the little icon that appears next to the tab title :p 🍋)

Hope everyone had a good day! We wish everyone a very happy plural-mas /j /silly /pos -🍋🧦

Day 1 - 06/09-2023

hola blogito, Nicholas 🍋 here :p

This is the first entry to the blog! Wondering what'll happen with this in the future. For now, have me! hell yeah!

speaking of things to have, have our member tags for sake of easiness:

Anyways, I'll update this later. bye bye!

Also, side note, I'll add more emotes later :p
For now we have: and :sprintingcat: